I wanted to stay home from work today. But I didn’t. I feel a wee bit of depression lately, but it comes and goes so quickly I rarely catch it in time. I don’t like where my life is right now. I just don’t. That leaks into everything around me.
On a much, much lighter note a little excerpt from Ladybug’s visit this weekend: I am standing in the kitchen starting dinner. Ladybug is taking cans out of my little cupboard and stacking them into can pyramids. Suddenly I realize she is practically yelling at me, because I am not paying attention. I look up and she is inside the cupboard, head stuck out, and hand on the door.
LB: Bye, bye Grama.
Me: Bye, bye Ladybug.
LB: See ya tomorrow.
Me: Ok, see ya tomorrow.
LB: Luffs you. Me: Loves you too.
LB:**big kissy smack sound**
Ladybug shuts the cupboard door. After 40 seconds or so the door bursts open and out she pops! LB: Hi. Hi. Good morning!
I simply dissolve into a puddle of laughter and love.