Not sure when the calendar from January to September. Or how I got here.
But here I am. Behind on everything, but enjoying the heck out of life even though I miss contact with you every day.
I doubt it will get better, although I tell myself it will. But life just has a way of going on, even while I try to catch my breath.
Any moment (or no later than the 20th-induction day) I will have another beautiful grandchild, Baby Banana, and I can hardly wait. Possibly the sharing of her new little life will spur me into more often posting here, who knows?
I am riding almost every day now, it keeps me sane in an insane world. The time I spend with Calypso is such a gift.
A lot has happened this summer, most of which I haven’t been able to share here, which sometimes makes me resent this place. That it isn’t my ‘secret’ space anymore. It makes me yearn for your advise, your empathy, your comforting, listening ears. It is what it is, I guess. I just have to work with it.
I think about you all. Every day.